John Steinbeck is best known for his wondrous writings like The Grapes of Wrath, East of Eden and Of Mice and Men (the latter being my personal favorite). However, Steinbeck was also a prolific writer of letters — letters he packed to the brim with beautiful insightful gems.
In this particular letter I’m about to share with you, he is writing to his eldest son Thom, who at the time was struggling with a common quagmire many of young men struggle with — falling in love and being scared shitless to lose it.
No matter what phase of love you’re in, the hot tumultuous sprint right at the beginning, the warm sweet dance somewhere in the middle or the part that taste like vinegar at the very end, Steinbeck’s last words to his son are like gold to the anxious or broken heart.
“…and don’t worry about losing. If it is right, it happens — The main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away.”
That last bit is lovely, is it not? Nothing good gets away. But, enough of my rambling, sift through the letter in it’s entirety down below. And, if you want to read more about it, I very much appreciate Maria Popova’s riffing on it over at Brain Pickings.
November 10, 1958
We had your letter this morning. I will answer it from my point of view and of course Elaine will from hers.
First — if you are in love — that’s a good thing — that’s about the best thing that can happen to anyone. Don’t let anyone make it small or light to you.
Second — There are several kinds of love. One is a selfish, mean, grasping, egotistical thing which uses love for self-importance. This is the ugly and crippling kind. The other is an outpouring of everything good in you — of kindness and consideration and respect — not only the social respect of manners but the greater respect which is recognition of another person as unique and valuable. The first kind can make you sick and small and weak but the second can release in you strength, and courage and goodness and even wisdom you didn’t know you had.
You say this is not puppy love. If you feel so deeply — of course it isn’t puppy love.
But I don’t think you were asking me what you feel. You know better than anyone. What you wanted me to help you with is what to do about it — and that I can tell you.
Glory in it for one thing and be very glad and grateful for it.
The object of love is the best and most beautiful. Try to live up to it.
If you love someone — there is no possible harm in saying so — only you must remember that some people are very shy and sometimes the saying must take that shyness into consideration.
Girls have a way of knowing or feeling what you feel, but they usually like to hear it also.
It sometimes happens that what you feel is not returned for one reason or another — but that does not make your feeling less valuable and good.
Lastly, I know your feeling because I have it and I’m glad you have it.
We will be glad to meet Susan. She will be very welcome. But Elaine will make all such arrangements because that is her province and she will be very glad to. She knows about love too and maybe she can give you more help than I can.
And don’t worry about losing. If it is right, it happens — The main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away.
Written By John Steinbeck
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